
Africa, sitting on a dusty road not needing to say a word because everything is in front of you. No job to hide behind, no chaotic paced life. Working simply to feed our children, work to live. It is impossible to fall victim to false identity in a world that is so cut and dry.
There is all the time in the world to truly explore personal growth at its deepest level. There is no mark that must be met; there is no system of ideologies that must be followed to be someone. Instead you breathe the dusty breath of air and thank God for it in silence.
For years we fight, we kick and scream desperate for purpose, desperate for understanding. We are convinced that no one truly understands our circumstances. There must be some substance in this mundane life of going through the motions.
Over eat, over buy, over excess but under paid, under compensated and un-fulfilled. It takes almost all-remaining energy to put the fake smile on. So instead we retreat to our own thoughts, our own problems that no one can possibly understand.
Maybe it is just not that complicated. Maybe sitting in ragged clothing not waiting for something is not so bad. Maybe we are rushing towards a deeper un-fulfillment at unhealthy speeds.
It is not wrong to have possessions. It is not wrong to be successful. It is however about priorities. Faith, love and hope have taken a back seat to greed, lust and hate. We will work overtime but we have no time for a family member in need. We can take over priced vacations but we cannot manage 35 dollars a month sponsorship to keep a human being alive. We can have anything our heart desires but it seems to continue to result in a deep un-fulfillment.
So I step off my 10-hour bus ride from Uganda to Rwanda and breathe the same African air. There us not one thing I could want more, other than not to experience this alone. So I introduce myself to the humble African whom I share the air with.
From the heart of Kigali Rwanda,
Shawner.